| | I'm still in shock from everything. My heart feels numb and my face red and feverish from crying so much. Me and Chriz are no longer together. Nor do I think we'll ever get back together again. It was a lot of stupid and petty things that just added up to a fever pitch and within a flash it was all over. I say I do not regret anything, but my body betrays my words. My heart feels heavy and my chest hurts. When I'm alone I can't stop crying. When people ask me if I'm ok I lie and say I'm fine. I am not. My very soul misses his voice and touch. I feel like I will never feel the sun's warmth again and it will always be winter in my heart. He was the one and I let him go, now my love story will forever be incomplete.
I went by for the last time today to collect the little things I had there, and the way he looked at me when I came in hurt me so much. As if I was a stranger to him, some random person who just happen to be stopping by. I have never felt such displacement in my life and it took all the strength I had not to break down and cry right there. He doesn't love me or want me anymore, I have to face the consequences of my own actions and accept this. I had something wonderful and I crashed it into the ground. Now I'm sitting alone in my room crying to my laptop as I type this.
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